Heyzzz! :D
Okay anw, moments ago I can't freaking come to Xanga AGAIN. Like 2nd time alr leyz. Dunno it's my problem or Xanga's. haha.
So I'm considering t go back t Blogger? Or other sites? Still thinking.. But deffo not Livejournal! d: Haha I kind of dislike it.
Kay anw, daddy's birthday tmr! d:
We're like planning a surprise? =D LOL. Shall blog bout it tmr okie! :P
Okayyyz, anw, today I went Yishun. & it was raining heavily! Suay! And when I'm back, I saw daddy at home! SHOCKED! Haha. It was afternoon and he's supposed t be working lar. But cuz he's going t see doctor. ;o
Kayyyyz anw, what th hellz should I do t my hair??? Fringe is really tooooo long, but I still dont wanna cut it. Cuz I can't decide what hairstyle I want!! Rebond, yes no? :d But I'm sibeh lazy! Like suckzzz t go rebond my hair. Furthermore it's at Yishun, Sian siaaaaaaa. T_T
Shall see what I should do w my hairrrrr ~ & it's really grrrrowing! WEEE!! d: .
Okay anwwww, I'm not watching Roseate Love anymore. Cuz it's so damn longggg!! Like 70mins an episode? ;o
Teeheeez.
Anw, I'm off! Because my mood's affected by one cb fucker.

Forever to you I suck to th bits. Whatever, fucker. You can tell me how inferior I'm in your heart compared t my brother as much as you want, bitch. You will never ever ever know th real me. Cuz you don't even make th effort know me. Stop accusing me. All th accusations aren't true. You juz don't know me. Guess you don't wanna know anyway. Perhaps juz like what you say, we've no fate in being mother and daughter. Fine, let it be. But I juz hope before you hurt me with all your hurtful words, like always, please think. Am I really that happy being your daughter? Can you use your pea-brain and think? You may be smart in doing certain things, but definitely not understanding people. Or rather understand me. Also, before blaming me for things, can you please make sure if I'm at fault before you start telling me off? If you ask me if I hate you, yes I do. But no I'm not going t tell you that. Juz ask yourself how many times have you hurt me? How much tears I've wasted on you? How much you make me feel like I shouldn't have come t this world? Prolly you don't know. And never will know. I don't xpect anything from you. I don't expect love from you especially. Becuz th more I hope, th more disappointed I'll be. I'll be telling myself, no more tears fr you. No more, period. I live my life happily, and I'll b trying my very very very best to never ever make you let me feel unhappy with life. Not anymore. I'm really utterly disappointed in you, evt you do. Don't think I didn't notice, don't think I don't feel anything. I'll really appreciate it if you can stop telling me how much I've changed. How much my attitude has changed. From bad to worse, yeah right. But only to you. You noticed? You're still my mother, a fact that'll never be changed, no matter how much you hate it (oh and me too). And I'll continue t be your daughter and listen t you, cuz you're my mother. I'm becoming strong and not crying like how I used to. That's great. You can hurt me for all you want, cuz I'll juz suck it up. You just don't know me and you NEVER will, period.

Okay after I feel way better  Baibye ^^

Muchloves,
Youmin ♥

"And then a hero comes along, with the strength to carry on.
And you cast your fears aside, and you know you can survive.
So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong,
and you'll finally see th truth, that a hero lies in you."
- Hero by Mariah Carey

Heh helloooooz! d:
I'm like, boreddd and hungryyy nowww :(
Anw, I'm back from a jog! xP Oh anw, is my blog like, quite boring?
Hmm anw maybe going t my grandma's place tmrrr! MAYBE LAR, depends on my DEAREST brother ar. Teeheez.
Tmr's my parents' wedding anniversary!! xD
Lol, random lar. Can't you see I'm bored? :d
Okay, I rly loveee t stay at home(I knw I mention it alot of times alr but still), yknow it rawwwwkz! :P
Teeheh, we've like, one more month pluz to sch reopen only!!!!!! WTF???? 1mth has passed???!! Gawdz. All th things that I wanna do during th school hols, they're still left undone!! Gawddammittttt.
Arrrgh, okay. Stop complaining. >< Okay lar, juz another stupid blog entry.
I'm off! Baibye! ♥

MUCH LOVES,
Ym.